In which you listen to me ramble. 1?

Last night I took a walk.

That might not be so special.. But...............................Wait for it......................

THERE WERE LEAVES ON THE GROUND.

And it was slightly chilly. Do you know how happy that makes me feel? *Grabs tissue* 

It makes a young heart glad. *Sniffles, sniffles.* 

Yup. So I am officially re-organizing my room! Kind of for fall weather.. 

Its time to BUST out my fuzzy blankets and slippers!

The only part I don't really like about fall is..

The water park closed Monday.. Excuse me while I cry a mountain of tears..

Anyways... We went on Monday and my friend and I literally WORE THOSE SLIDES OUT!

Because we are awesome like that. *Snaps fingers and shakes head.*

The depressing part was when they blew the whistle.. And it was the last time to go down the slide.

So, I decided to rock that slide! I went down surfer style, while singing "We are the champions." at the top of my lungs.. When I got off the slide I was like.

"Call me a carpenter, cause I just NAILED IT!" *Hits chest in victory.*

Sooo... ya.

Here is the funny picture of this ramble.

No words for this post. -.-

Stay absolutely adorkable.

xoxo,

Kayla

books : divergent ( rant )

I did it. I finally read divergent! Okay, so I know this book came out like two years ago... But I didn't start hearing about it until two months ago. I absolutely love this book. Period. 

I believe if I go in to to much detail, I will probably give the whole story away... 

I also loved the fact that it was a longer book. I thought it would be around 300 pages, but It is 500 pages. Which meant I could read it in 4 hours instead of 2. It gives you more time to enjoy the book. I was so excited when I was reaching the end, and then I realized you basically have to read the second book to finish the story. 

I almost *sniff sniff* cried. :'-(

Anyways.. Back to my rant. :)

Some people said that the first part and middle part were boring. And that the main jest of the story started near the end... I disagree. I didn't find it boring at all.

Personally, I think, that all of the book matters. Because you get to know the characters better. 

Like Tobias. 0.o

I love when you figure out why they call him four.

I know this is wired.. But I liked the part where Tris is in stage two and Four figures out she is divergent.

I just love Tris. Plus her mom is epic! ( Read the end. ) Just saying.

I cried at the end ,when you know who dies, while trying to save her.

And when she has to kill.... I am stopping.. Because I am going to probably spoil the book..

Main point of this rant : This book is really good. I recommend it for 12 and up. Or 13.. depending on your handling and maturity. If you apply for that, read this book. :)

Ps. I could never be abnegation. Defiantly not. -.-

Stay beautifully divergent.

xoxo, kayla

Rambling about.... I don't know.

                                                                                                Crush- "Hey, hows it going?"

Me- "Umm... Urmachushmmm... Good. Y-you?"

*Quickly composes self."

Me- "I mean.. Hey, *Flips hair* I am great! You?"

Crush- "I have been okay. I just finished watching all the Lord of the rings movies."

Me- "Really? Lord of the rings? How about star wars?"

Crush- "Eh. Star wars is okay."

Me- "O-okay? W-w-what type of person are you? Star wars is a gift to the human race!"

Crush- *Nervously looks around* "Umm.. Okay?"

Me- *Realizes I am making him uncomfortable* "So.. Avengers?"

And people.

That is how I imagine my conversation going.

I have never watched Lord of the Rings, I will probably watch it in near future..
But for now, I am fine with my strange obsession to Star wars, Avengers, and Superman.

Of course... All my friends are like.

"Oh my gosh! Gollum!"

Okay... So I don't know who that is.. But they are constantly talking about Gollum and a ring..

But the ring is also like alive, or something... 

All I know.. Is that there is this like little troll, that looks like a shaved bear. 

Ps. Never look up shaved bear. You might possibly be scarred for life. 

*Sits in a corner, and starts uncontrollably shaking.*

Anyways, while they are obsessing over that, my friend and I are standing in a corner like loners because we are the only ones that are not talking about the hobbit.

Caitlin- "I adore batman."

Me- "Batman? He has like no real superpowers. Hes just a rich dude with some gadgets."

Caitlin- "H-how could you?"

Me- "Easy! Superman is amazing, because he actually has real powers."

Caitlin- "He might have powers, but he is not that cute."

Me- "How many ways can you insult me?"

Caitlin- "Well... I will admit, at least when he is saving the world he isn't a green, huge, monster."

Me- "I know right! Speaking of the hulk. Wasn't it hilarious when he threw Loki around in the Avengers?"

Caitlin- "I know right! He was totally epic."

And then we are friends again. Ba-bam.

We are weird like that.

And that makes us Epic!

Speaking on Epic..

I saw the movie epic, and it is really good. I was surprised.. It was actually better than I thought it would be.

I loved the three legged, one eyed dog. When he ran into the door. Priceless.

That my friends... Is the end of this very weird, awkward rambling.

I also have nothing against Lord of the Rings.
It's just not my thing.
How do you like my new design?

It was done by the amazing Anna!

Stay beautifully awkward.

Xox. Kayla

Its the 4th.

the smiles

the laughs

the lights

the noise

the beauty

the freedom 

I look around trying to find a good place to sit before the fireworks start.

As I sit on the grass I start clutching my ears anxiously waiting for the first fire work.

"Psst. Why are you plugging your ears?"

    "Ugh. Do I have to go over this every time?"

"I guess so.."

"Okay, ever since I was little I have hatted loud noises. Especially fireworks."

"Oh, so you don't like fire works?"

"Did I say that? No. I love fire works! I hate the noise."

"Ah.. That makes sense."

I start to sigh.

'Boom'

I plug my ears harder. Its so beautiful.

A celebration of our freedom.

And array of lights for our country.

'Bam'

I try and see if its not that loud.

Unplugging my ears..

 'BOOM'

Okay that didn't work, I say to myself.

I sit in awe of the splendor that surrounds the sky.

After the fire works I race over and eat some cake.

I look around.

Little kids running with dangerous sparklers.

But yet its gorgeous.

I grab a sparkler and sit on the steps.

The sun has set.

The fire works are going on.

The cake is calling me.

Everything is so simple yet so complex.

Families laughing together.

Its the 4th.

embrace the light // behold the boom

I see.. July.

I see..

 fireworks.

laughter.

families together.

around a bonfire.

I see..

 swimming and cookouts.

 park trips and luaus.

sprinklers.

ice cream.

friendships and lots of sweets

I see..

 late nights.

followed by big surprise.

camping trips in side your living room.

looking at the stars.

picnics. and sunburns.

trampolines and life turns.

as your half way through summer

I see..

 sweet good byes.

a bunch of board games and sleeping outside

fireflies.

teasing us to catch them with there bright lights.

taking a couple breaths of your lovely life.

I see..

 vacations with families.

 great get togethers.

 taking a chance on the weather.

I see..

 hugs.

 and kisses too.

 as the worlds trying to tell you that you are loved.

 you've got all this time.

 so make it right.

live like its the last day of your life.

I see..

 July.

Happy canada day! :)

You.

Your words. The beauty of a feeling spoken. Trying to change the world. One word at a time.
Your words. The awe of how you make it seem so easy. To show how you care.
Your words. I'm amazed at the way you lift me up. When I am struck down. You carry me. 
You. Help me through the night. When I was lost. and I didn't want to live in another tomorrow.
You. Made me laugh. When I. Was caught up in my darkened past. How you strive to make everybody happy.
Your words. Are a sweet forgotten memory. A chime that rings in a gentle breeze.
     I will always remember you.

The people in your life that make you feel special. The friends that make you smile when you are determined to stay unhappy. The people that make you wish this moment would never end. That help you be You. <3

Memories.

Memories.
A faded moment from the past.
A breathless dream from yesterday.
A folded feeling from the time that's passed.
A pleasant moment that's been tucked away.

A picture floods back words.
 That you wish you can forget.
A scenario passes through your mind.
 It can make you smile through the bad.
 
A piece of happiness in your life.
A ray of sunshine through the strife.
A little trinket from a minute in time.
 Only you can recognize.

Don't start tomorrow. Start today.
Making moments for the future.
A little bit of hope. To hold on to.
To make you laugh to make you cry.
To help your heart realize.
   There is light.

                                   hold on to hope // make some memories

Chasing.

Running.
Flying.
Soaring.
 Through the meadows.
The breeze whistling through the tall lush grass.
Never stopping.
 Just going.
Breathing in the fresh sweet air.
 Never looking back.
Just looking towards tomorrow.
Feeling free.
Fresh.
Alive.
Always watching closely.
 To the dawn of a new day.
Longing.
Waiting.
Dreaming.
Chasing.

chasing tomorrow || chasing your dreams

Listen.

when your feelings are trapped inside
 like a bird in a cage
your wanting to talk
 but there is no one to listen
you want to cry
 and laugh
you want to pour out your heart
 but you can not find the right person to tell it to
there are times you need to just let it out
 times you need to keep it in
but the times you want to let it out
 but it seems like nobodies listening

One of my biggest pet peeves is people not listening.
 I realize that not every body has the time or capability.
  But can you not give me a few minutes?

Or when people are so quick to judge what you said.
 Instead of just keeping their mouths closed.
 Not really listening. Just wanting to put down every thing you say.

So quick to get what I want to say over with.
Thinking your helping.

If you really care about my well being.
 My good future.
Just listen.
It means the world to me

I can't wait for you Summer.

It is so strange.
  One month ago it was freezing and now Its feel like were going through a heat wave.
  It might be better if I had a pool....

It is also strange.
  How you wait for so long for school to be out and now there is a little part inside of me.
  That misses school...

It is also super strange.
   When one person says they are bored.
    How can you be bored when there are a couple trillion things to do?

       I guess these things are all part of Summer...
  Hopefully my summer will be packed with swimming.
I am always striving for things to be perfect. Especially summers.
 I am going to try not to make the summer perfect.
But live in each day and make it perfect.
 There's a saying that goes.

Don't try and wait for the perfect moment.
 Take the moment and make it perfect.

I love that.
 I can't wait to spend time with my family.
Even if we live over 3,000 miles apart.
 I can't wait for thunderstorms at night.
And the birds chirping in the morning.
 I can't wait to spend nights around a camp fire.
While trying to stuff my mouth with smores and catch lighting bugs.

     I can't wait for you summer.

 Thank you for reading.
Ps. I would like to congratulate my aunt. I can't wait for a new baby cousin! :)

Bloglovin'.

I have slightly heard from all over the blog world.
 That Google follower is shutting down!

    Dear Google follower,
 If you are reading this...
   Please don't shut down.
  As it might throw off the balance of the blogger universe.
                 Sincerely,
           A concerned blogger.

There has been posts all over about this..
  I might as well not even announce further.
Oh well. Here we go.

Please make an account on bloglovin'!
 If you don't know how to search up bloglovin' in Google.
Here is the link. Click Here.
 I did it.
Its super easy! And it even transfers the blogs you followed with Google to bloglovin'.
 So spend 5 minutes and make yourself an account! :)

Like a fairy tail. Walk through the woods.

Picnic in the moonlight.
 Love is in the air.
  Everything is perfect.
Like a fairy tail.

Sunset on the water.
 Wind blows through the sail.
   Water splashing by the shore.
Like a fairy tail.

Flowers in the meadows.
 Vines upon the rails.
   The day goes by with out a flaw.
Like a fairy tale.

When I was little.
  I always wanted my life to be like a fairy tail. or a book.
    Perfect.
Life can never be perfect.
 In fact life is pretty awesome being imperfect.

Not exactly..

     If you choose to remember the good times in your life.

   Rather than the bad.

 You can look back and say that you had an amazing life.

    No matter what happened.

 It all depends on the way you see a 'perfect' life.

 I took some pictures.

     Pretty cool. Am I right?

 I call it. Walk through the woods.

  My inspiration came from. Well..

I was walking through the woods.
It was an absolutely beautiful day!

Love the last one! :)

What do you think? 

*Guest Post*

We all get busy. We all have things to do.
   This weekend I am going to Indiana to see my cousins.
*Happy Dance.*
 So.. I won't be able to post..
   If there is anybody who reads my blog.
Who would like to write a Guest post.
  Please email me at kaylahubbard22@gmail.com.
All you have to do is send me your Guest post. ( I have to approve of it. )
 And I will post it! :)
 *Please write on your blog that you Guest posted on my blog!*
    Make sure to include your blog link.

         I will post one on Saturday, Friday, and one on Sunday.
     If I get more than two Guest posts I will post them later on.
                   Anybody?

Overwhelmed.. * Well.. That is what the post was originally supposed to be about.. *

Some times you just feel over whelmed..
     Trying to keep your grades up.
      Trying to keep track of life.
      Trying to excel in piano.
      Trying to stay on schedule.
       Trying to do everything I need to do..

    I get easily distracted..
 *Ahem..* My all over the place posts.
     
     Trying to focus and get things done is hard when..
Oh My Word! A speckled bird!!!!

     Haha.. Get my drift?
       
Anyways.. *Distraction kicking in*
          The best thing to do when you feel over whelmed..
   Is to take things one step at a time.
Focus on one thing, rather than the millions in your life.

   There is no way you can excel and do perfectly in every thing.
 { If you do...Give me a call.. I could use some of your expertise! }

        Which is hard... Because I have a fear of failing.
Its actually a real phobia..
  Atelophobia- The fear of failing.
            But that's another post..

                  I forgot what my original point of this post was..
                                    Oh.. Well...
      All I want to say is that latley I have been feeling overwhelmed.
Like I am falling behind in life..
    Slightly depressing..
             For me..
 Summer Vacation is a chance to catch up!
    More time to focus on the important things.

How do you deal with overwhelmness?

                     

                                       

                                                 

Sunshine. School. Things I want to do in the summer. Part 2.

I can see sunshine! Its not grey and dark!

   Yes. The weather here is beautiful!

 Yesterday it was sorrowful. Today is full of magic.

  Our weather is constantly changing! 

One minute it's raining, the next minute it's sunny.

    It kinda reminds me of life..

  Always changing.

Never constant.

   Never know what's gonna to happen next.

     Okay. So maybe there are weather men.

  But obviously their not doing a good job!

         Unfortunately I can't enjoy the weather.

    I am stuck inside with school. Yay.

I really want to get done by the 25th.. But that might not happen.

 * Kayla.. Believe in yourself! *

      Ya. ya. I am working on that.

When I was in 6th grade. I wrote a song about home work.

 Here are some of the lyrics

         Home work is a treacherous cave.

When you get inside you can't escape.

  Ohhh... HOME WORK!! Is a treacherous CAVE!!!

       Soo.. That is a very inspiring song.. Haha! :)

10 Things I want to do in the Summer! Part 2.

1. Ride a horse.  With out some one holding onto a rope, while I ride in circles.. Yay. Great fun. 
2. Go to the library more.
3. Go to Carowins.
4. Go to Gantlinburg
5. Exercise. So I don't look like a drowning whale, when I am swimming. ( Okay. I am not that big. At All! But I do need to get in shape more! :P )
6. Have a sleepover! 
7. Get 50 followers?
8. Practice Softball! So I get better!
9. Practice Piano. A LOT!
10. Pass The Royal Conservatory tests for piano!!!

             That adds another 10 things to my list!

      I hope your day is full of sun shine!

Home work isn't that bad! I was exaggerating. ( Duh. I exaggerate a LOT! )

   Its defiantly not my favorite thing though.. :)

                       

Rant.. Story.. 10 things I want to do this Summer! Part 1.

So.. Its Raining outside.. Another day stuck indoors..
      I really want some new books from the library..
 But my mom doesn't like going in there much.
   Because every time we go in there she has to pay 15 bucks..

        Funny story. [ Okay.. Not so funny. ]

 I had borrowed a bunch of books for my science project..
  Well about a week and a half of using them for my science fair..
       We went to Canada and forgot to return them before we left..
Needless to say... 3 weeks after we got back, I found the 7 books while I was organizing my school area...                          My mom was slightly angry..
     So now we owe around 65 dollars..
 No biggie.. Haha..
         
              Its almost payed off though! So hopefully by the time I am on Summer Vacation.
   I can live my life and go to the library, while not feeling like a convicted criminal!
         
        I should probably think happy thoughts.. Even though the dreariness outside is pulling me in.

                                    10 Things I want to do this Summer! :)
         { I will keep posting 10 things I want to do this summer, until I have 50! ;) }

1. Read 50 books! ( That should be easy.. I am a fast reader.. )
2. Make a good movie
3. Write a song
4. Record the song I write
5. TOTALLY clean my room
6. Blog at least 3 times a week
7. Write a story
8. Go on a mini shopping spree
9. Learn how to do more hairstyles with my hair
10. Buy twister

                   Stay tuned for more..
             
                                  
                                                   I made that.. Haha! :)

                       CIAO! Thanks For Tuning In! ( Reading in.. )

May.

A time when spring really starts.
April showers bring May flowers.
A chance to start anew.
The end of a school year.
Photo shoot time.
Allergies.
Beauty.
Simpleness.
Ants.
Flies.
Spiders.
Basically all types of scary annoying bugs.
Spring cleaning. Ya right.
Cute fashions.
A time to listen to music.
Sun shine.
Drama.
Another month.
Another time to screw up.
A month to make things right.
A decision that I will not be the same person I once was.
A time to fix mistakes.
A time to relax. Because all of your school testing is over.
A time when its not to hot, but not to cold.
A time to ride bikes.
A time to enjoy with your family.

      May is a Beautiful month! But just like other months. May is what we make it to be.
             What does May mean to you?