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She looked out her window and let out the sigh she had been holding. They were gone, and she was left behind. Left to grab at every thread that came her way, left to be alone. That wasn't the way it was planned, it just ended up that way. They couldn't help it, and neither could she. Though throughout the mist that seemed to cloud her eyes, she could see a glimpse of something. Something that didn't come around often, something that left her wanting more, something that was hope. Hope for a better tomorrow, hope for a bright future, but mostly hope that she could change her destiny. She saw hope and that, she decided, is what she was going to hold onto.
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The holidays have come and gone. 'Ba-bam' Just there and left again. I had a wonderful time with my family and my best friend. *cough cough* "Happy late birthday." My New Year resolutions are floating around in my mind, the number one being to write all of them down... O_o So here I give you my short refined list of notes to yours truly.
+ Blog more often. Meaning more than once a month. <<< Yes.
+ Redesign my thinking patterns. In which I will try not to blurt out my thoughts, that I in turn regret.
+ Try to do something called 'Physical exercise'. *shudders* Its not yet in my vocabulary.
+ Keep moving forward, or just keep swimming. { Ahh... Disney movie references. }
+ Organize myself, my closet, even my room. Basically keep mah stuff tidy.
+ Dream. Plan. And act. I want to dream an idea, plan it out, and then work to make that dream a reality.
+ Become an overall better person.
There you have it. I will try but probably fail at keeping these promises to myself, as I pray this year goes by okay. :} I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and New Year! Now I bid you good-bye, until another time.
This is awesome(:
ReplyDeleteNot even as near as awesome as you are. <3 :)
Deletenew years resolutions are hard-- but I love how specific yours are! I believe you can accomplish them. have a wonderful week, friend!
ReplyDeleteYou can say that again. XD But thank you! I appreciate that. :) You have a lovely week as well.
Deletexxx. Kayla
Yay, more blog posts from talented Kayla! :) Yes, I am always trying not to blurt out my thoughts as well...And guess what? I'm also forcing myself to get into physical exercise. Including 200 squats a day...ouch. Great post, Kayla!
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P.S. It may seem weird, but somehow I feel like we've gotten to know each other a little more by...swapping pins on pinterest? ;) You have a lovely blog.
Haha! Thank you. :) I know right! My mind runs faster than I speak.. And by the time I catch up with myself.. I have already said many things I wish to regret. 200 squats a day? You, my friend, are phenominal. I can barley get my self to do a hundred. { I may or may not be 'slightly' lazy. } :D
Deletexxx. Kayla
P.S. This may seem weird as well, but I have felt the same way. :)) Its like we are pretty good friends.. Even though we have never really talked. ;) Thank you.
about the squats...my older sister definitely forced me into that. ;) Thanks for visiting my blog. :)
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Hey Kayla! I've nominated you for the Sunshine Award! xox
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if your post was late for the new year, then my comment is ten times so! i may not have said it before, but i love how your poems and stories all seem to have hope and peace laced within them, even if some may be fainter than others. it's just beautiful! xx
ReplyDeletehappy (super late) new year! i love all of your resolutions - they're so positive to think about, and rethinking yourself for the new year. i am also in love with your blog layout x
ReplyDeletekaren, elashock.com
I definitely need to start bogging more than once a month!! Lets do this together^_^...
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I love this post! xD hehehehehehe! I always love reading ur blog, and I adore the little Disney reference...."Just keep swimming" ;)
ReplyDeleteNoelle:)
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Good luck with your resolutions :D
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Hey! I nominated you! ---> http://curiousramblingsbychloe.blogspot.com/2014/03/the-sunflower-blogger-award.html
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ReplyDeleteUgh your design couldn't be more amazing! The snowflakes made me smile. :) :)
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