Letting go... A drama! Between My Beanie and I!

Have you ever had some thing that you couldnt let go of? I have... And I am still trying to.. I just cant let myself grow apart from it... We are one! We will always stand together! We will fight for our love!

 Who is this you, might ask...  

My beanie baby!

 Everyone keeps telling me that he is a winter hat... He is not! He is a fashion statement! An amazing human being! [ As much as a beanie can be a human being ] He is my love! He has protected my head from cold, sticks, wind, weather, and rain! If I could give him a medal I would! That is how much he means to me. But, Alas, all good things must come to an end... 

    

Beanie- No! I love you!

I love you too! But we cannot be together forever! Spring is tearing us apart! You have seen it yourself! We are growing distant! 

Beanie- We might be slightly distance... Does that mean we cant fight for our love? I have given all my yarn to protect you! And this is how you treat me? Cast me aside like a dirty rag!

You don't understand! My family dose not approve of us being together!

I care for you more than you know! I just cant allow us to be in this roller coaster of love!

Beanie- You know that the weather is always changing, I could linger longer in your hands, and heart! As for your family... They don't understand the bond we share! They look at us with jealous eyes! Wanting to separate our love...

Even thought they may separate us, you will always be in my heart! Who knows? We could rejoin in the fall! Maybe have a long distant relationship throughout the spring and summer! I may visit you a time or two! If my family has any heart, they will allow it! Please understand! I love you! I do! I just want whats best for us! You could fall in love with a beautiful scarf! Or another hat! Have a happy life! I am not trying to leave you! I  only want whats best for us!

Beanie- Best for you maybe! If you truly loved me, you would wear me through the warm months!

If you truly loved me you would not want me to endure the heat, of having you on my head, when its 80 degrees out!

Beanie- At least I wouldn't get rid of you!

I am not getting rid of you! We are just taking a break.. Please understand.

Beanie- If this is how you want it..

              Anyway... That is story is true! Okay so I might have exaggerated a little bit... But who doesn't! And  maybe I don't love my beanie that much... Haha!

Beanie- Hey!

               Sorry..
The two things that I LOVE in the winter are.... Fuzzy boots! I have some Uggs ( The only thing I got from my dad for Christmas.. And the only pair I will probably EVER own! ) Bear paw boots! And justice boots! I cant live without my boots!  I also love my beanies! I am still looking for them every where I go! But for now I just have my one. I guess it is time to give them up though..  It is getting rather warm! :)
      There will always be a time when you have to give up, something you love!  It wont probably be a beanie either.  Maybe something more serious... But just remember you aren't separated forever! Its just a little break...
                       I hope you have a great weekend! Thanks for reading my crazy post!
 

     

 

My 12th Birthday Party!

I had a birthday party Sunday! My first in two years. Believe it or not, The past few years, I have been to busy around my birthday to have one! Here are a few pictures that I edited!

We had a pretty epic photo shoot!

My friend EPICALLY posing!

Duck Face!

Group Photo!

This is an interesting photo...

Who doesn't like apples to apples?

This looks cool, right? 

Okay, we are Defiantly over using the peace signal!

Grand entrance!

I asked my mom to make a rainbow cake! I couldn't decide between cupcakes or a cake... So my mom made... Rainbow Cake In A Jar!!! 

We also made AMAZING ice cream sundaes!

We put these toppings on them!

Gummy bears!

Cookie dough!

Whipped cream!

Marsh mellows!

Caramel sauce!

Chocolate sauce!

Sprinkles!

Did I ever tell you I like sugar? :)

We made Sugar Scrubs!

I am opening presents! And my friends are pigging out on Doritos!

Lets just say that was the BEST Birthday Party in the world!!! 

Thanks for reading! Do you like life post's? :)

                                                         

Losing stuff!

I found my camera! I had left it at my dads for a week, and then left it at my friends for the weekend... And then lost it in my room! I found it as I was getting out of my bed and Crack! It was on the floor...
 I have a habit of losing things!

Different things I lose....

• Glasses

If any of you people out there wear glasses, you might know what I am talking about! 

  Scenario

I take my glasses off before I hop into the shower and I set them on the bathroom counter. 

   When I step out of the shower, I grab my glasses and RACE! into my room, before I freeze.

As I am getting dressed I set my glasses in a safe place where I am sure to remember them.

       After I get dressed, I go to look in the mirror to admire myself ( Haha! ), when I look in the mirror I realize that I cannot see myself!

           I then walk in my room and start frantically searching. Can I remind you how hard it is to find your glasses? You cant see to find them! I always feel like Velma off of scooby doo! 

  After about 10 minutes of freaking out I give up, and eat something. 

I then continue in a blind state of life, until around 5 minutes before I have to leave, when I almost sit on them. Where are they? Under a bunch of clothes, or on a high shelf. When I find them I instantly remember that I put them there. That describes almost every time I get out of the shower!

• Cell Phone

It is almost like I don't have one. Its never there when I need it.

   Scenario

There is not really much to say. I lose it in really weired places! 

  I lose it for a week, find it for two days, and then lose it again..

My phone hates me! I mean, Its not like I dropped into water countless times!

 Okay fine. I did. My phone is like a little loopy in the brain, if you know what I mean.. 

But my contract doesn't end until august. Yay...

• Camera

I always lose my camera.

Scenario

I walk through the house. La la la! Taking pictures of EVERYTHING! Even the carpet.. ( Yes... I am weired that way.. ) Suddenly I am caught in the aroma of food! Their little voices telling me to 'Eat meeee.. EAT Meee! '  I ( being the weak minded person I am ) then decided to listen to the little voices, and go eat something. I lay my camera in a Super safe spot! Only to find it a month later...

• Pictures and Documents

You know when you save something to your computer...

     Scenario

Ooo.. Printable mustaches! Why not? Let me save this to a easy to find folder! 

  An hour before my Birthday Party...

     Oh my word! I have to print off the mustaches for my photo shoot!

15 minutes before the party...

       I FOUND IT! Why were they in my 'embarrassing pictures to blackmail people with' folder?

I don't really have that folder! I was just giving an example! :)

   My list could go on and on! 

My parents don't really help with the matter either... I will look for something for months, and then finally my mom will tell me! Yup.. I will lose stuff, and all along my mom will know where it is!

     If only I could find my cell phone.... 

             

                                                

Posting...

I know I haven't been posting much... I have been super busy! With TCAPS, softball, piano, and school!
Do any of you guys like funny stuff? Or not serious stuff? I don't like to write about important stuff ALL the time! Every one deserves laughter, fun, excitement! In their life! Sooo.. I will have sincere, serious posts! But not all the time! You will find some random wacky things! That don't make sense, except to me! That to me are Hilarious! But to you, they may be lame.... But that's me! :) Crazy, wacky, VERY dramatic! In a weired way! Haha! And I like to over use exclamation marks!!! ;) And smileys! :) I hope I get to post more!!! I have a few life posts I am working on! ( pictures and stuff about my life! ) A few fashion posts I am working on! :) And a few music posts! I just haven't written them down yet! Or finished some of them! I kinda put things off... Just ask my music teacher!! I need to get back to school, before I get in trouble.... :)

                                                  This is beautiful! :)

                                               This should be my life motto!

Moment of Exhilaration! :) And intensiveness!

Tuesday night was awesome! The bottles flying in the air, splashing water all over the dugout. People cheering from the stands, as my teammates and friends screamed with joy. I don't think I have ever hugged so many people! It was exhilarating!

 I should probably start from the beginning though... 

    'Happy Valley' middle school has a pretty good reputation, for being undefeated and amazing at softball. 
That kind of struck fear in the hearts of our team members. A lot of us were envisioning our team going down the drain! Although we were nervous, and practically knew we were going to lose, we practiced before our game like we always did. We patiently waited for the other game to end, so we could use the field. When they had finished we all had to quickly grab our stuff, and race to the dugout. When I passed the 'Millers team', I asked them, "Hey, Did you win or lose?". I was guessing they had lost... My friend Tala said, "Well we lost 6 to 16, you are going to beat them though!". That lifted my hopes, and a few other girls hopes. When we were in the dugout, I was talking to Caitlin, and we finally contemplated that since we had beaten the 'Millers team' 0 to 13, and 'Happy Valley' had only beaten them 6 to 16. We had a glimmer of light, to win! Obviously that made everyone hopeful. 

In the first inning it was 0 to 2, we were two! Of course, I mean we are pretty amazing!
It brought our team off to a pretty good start! We were pumped! Maybe we had a chance of winning after all?

It got to a tie breaker in the beginning of 2nd inning, with a score of 2 to 2.  We broke it off and got another point! Leaving us with a staggering score of 2 to 3. I could have scored a point, but as I was standing,  waiting for the ball to come. It FLEW past me , about to graze my chest, so I Jumped back! ...STRIKE!.. Yay... At least I didn't cry this time! C'mon anybody who has played softball, is not going to tell me that they have never shed a tear when they've struck out!

In the beginning of the 3rd inning 'Happy Valley' scored FIVE more points. We all got pretty depressed, and I had no water... Yes, that was very important to me! The smell of sweat was pretty bad in that dugout, I didn't even know us girls could smell that bad! Despite my nose cringing, I walked towards our coach ,as he was telling us that, " All you girls have to do is score 5 runs, and we will be a head!" Well, that made us determined! Caitlin, Aubry, Charish, and I shouted cheers and chants, from the dugout. Trying to spark enthusiasm and hope! We pulled it off, boy did we pull it off! We got 5 runs, by that time, my voice was so sore I couldn't even croak! The fact that we got 5 runs energized us all. We had the lead of the score, 7 to 8.

The fourth inning got pretty intense! They scored 2 runs. Leaving us with a astonishing score of 8 to 8!
All we had to do was score ONE run, and the game would be over. We fought like crazy! Determined not to go into the ground. Unfortunately we didn't get a run... But.. I did hit it! And then got out... But lets focus on the fact that I hit it!

The fifth inning... Bum. Bum.. Bumm... They started.. And got another run! That meant we had to get two whole runs, or our lives were over! Wen it was our turn to bat, I have never been so nervous in my whole LIFE! We Had bases loaded! When Kindle and Kinsington crossed home plate... It was the most AMAZING moment of our life! The bottles flying in the air, splashing water all over the dugout. People cheering from the stands, as my teammates and friends screamed with joy. I don't think I have ever hugged so many people! It was exhilarating! I went momentarily deaf! 
'Happy Valley' was super angry! They stormed off! And wouldn't even say good game! I kinda felt bad... But the exciting moment drowned out all the feeling bad! We couldn't believe we had won!!!

   That was my game! I got kind of tiered of writing this post for a LONG time. So I cut it short...
       Sorry! I will keep adding stuff to this post later!
                    I wanted to post something! So I didn't wait to long to post! :)

Stress... Nerves... Whatever my list is focused on.. XD

If I had to name one thing that I battle with, it would be me! I am always telling myself 'You cant do this.' Its awful! Its like there is a voice inside my head narrating my life to its down fall... I have found a few ways to deal with it. ( It doesn't get rid of it, but it makes the voice/nerves/stress shut up! ) :)

1. Listen to music! Any type of music! Upbeat, classical, soft, whatever makes you feel happy! 

2. EAT! I like food! I don't know if you have noticed but, I will eat almost any type of dessert or food. If its a foreign food (Or squash.. *ugh..*) I drowned it in ketchup! I can eat any type of desserts, besides pie, and anything that has to do with pastries and fruit! (There is a pretty gross story to go along with that..)

3. Get outside! The one remedy that practically works for everything (At least for me it does. :) ) is 'get some fresh air!' Its like a natural wash that cleans your mind! 

4. Get outside and exercise! Unless you are home bound... Or don't know how to ride a bike, roller skate, or walk; you should probably get moving! I am not the fittest person, I cant exactly endure exercises for long periods of time, so I split up my time! I bike ride 1/4 a mile, and maybe wait an hour, and than bike a 1/2 mile, and so forth! Exercising actually releases stuff ( Endorphanesthingys ) that makes you feel happy! Go Here to learn more! :)

5. Sleep!!! The less you sleep the more dangerous you are to the world! Haha! Just joking! But seriously if you are used to not sleeping, than sleep! It might take a few nights of good sleep to feel good, but if you keep in that sleeping order it will feel as if you are in a happy land full of unicorns and rainbows! 

6. Stay organized! Now don't freak out by the word organized! I am NOT organized! I may spend 2 hours cleaning my room and then in two days it looks like I spent 2 hours ruining it! Don't ask me how. I think that there is like a invisible force that hates my room! You can skip this one if you want! But I have done it! And it works WONDERS!

7. Study for the test so you don't freak out at the last minute, and fail. ( I think that one was meant for just me.. But if this does apply to you... You are truly amazing!!! XD )

8. Do your thing! Do stuff that makes YOU happy! Even if its staying in your pajamas all day! ( Um! Sister.. ) Only you know what makes you truly happy! So go do it? ( I suddenly ran out of inspiration... )

   Here are some pictures that will help you during your quest for no stress! Or whatever quest you are on!

So true!!!

Now, don't say you didn't smile at this! I know you did! :)

                                      This is probably the most inspiring picture I have EVER seen!!!

                            Hope you have a great day!!! ( Full of happiness, God, and.... a few unicorns! ) XD
  John 14:1  “Do not let your hearts be troubled.  Trust in God, trust also in me.”
  
                                                     
                                                                   

  

Things I love about Spring!

                       I absolutely LOVE spring! ( April is my Favorite! ) Some of my favorite things are...

                                                                 Spring Meadows!

                                                                 
                                                                         Sunsets!

                                    
                                                                         
                                                                     
                                                             The Delicious, Juicy fruit!!!    
               

                                       
                                                    The flowers! I took these Pictures. :)

Softball! Spring is the best time of the year to play!

The Cute Spring Fashions!

The Spring Crafts!

The Photography!

And.. Of course...

My Birthday!!! :)

I hope everyone has a Wonderful Spring!!! ;)

Past week!

Softball has officially started! We had our first game yesterday! We beat Hampton's varsity team!!! 1 to 4!! :) Here are some pics I took!

Kinsington our pitcher! She did an Amazing job! :)

Hannah sliding into base! Its kinda blurry! But I love the action! ;)

Aubry! She plays 2nd base and outfield.

Emily! She plays 2nd base and outfield as well.

Sadie! My personal cheerleader.

Caitlin! 1st base girl. 

Random softball picture...

It was SUPER fun! Before the game I did a little photo shoot with my cousin.

I love this picture! :)

This was not blurry... I cant get the right resolution on blogger...

Yes, yes. That cloud is shaped like a bunny! XD

On the trampoline!

I ADORE this picture!

Toys... ATTACK!

Another random picture of shoes...

I love the beauty of this picture! (Is that the right word to describe it?)

I Totally edited this! :) I looks kinda cool! Don't you think?

My mom also got chickens... I was not to big on the idea... But they are cute!

(I couldn't get a good picture... Because of the heating lamp!)

I am naming a black one Vader! Haha!

Today we helped with a garage sale! This was my booth! 

If anyone wants a wallet... Hook me up! XD

I am in a slight hurry! My sister has been sick, so I need to see how she is! Please pray for her! She is extremely dehydrated, has been throwing up, and has a serious migraine! I am also gonna see if I can go for a bike ride on the rest of this beautiful day! It just got sunny! It has been raining ALL day! There were some tornadoes that came through near here last night, so today's weather was bad!

That has been half of my week! :)

Hope you all have a great weekend! And thanks for reading about my 'Not so Interesting Life!'! ;)

( What do you think? :) Muah! )