Its the 4th.

the smiles

the laughs

the lights

the noise

the beauty

the freedom 

I look around trying to find a good place to sit before the fireworks start.

As I sit on the grass I start clutching my ears anxiously waiting for the first fire work.

"Psst. Why are you plugging your ears?"

    "Ugh. Do I have to go over this every time?"

"I guess so.."

"Okay, ever since I was little I have hatted loud noises. Especially fireworks."

"Oh, so you don't like fire works?"

"Did I say that? No. I love fire works! I hate the noise."

"Ah.. That makes sense."

I start to sigh.

'Boom'

I plug my ears harder. Its so beautiful.

A celebration of our freedom.

And array of lights for our country.

'Bam'

I try and see if its not that loud.

Unplugging my ears..

 'BOOM'

Okay that didn't work, I say to myself.

I sit in awe of the splendor that surrounds the sky.

After the fire works I race over and eat some cake.

I look around.

Little kids running with dangerous sparklers.

But yet its gorgeous.

I grab a sparkler and sit on the steps.

The sun has set.

The fire works are going on.

The cake is calling me.

Everything is so simple yet so complex.

Families laughing together.

Its the 4th.

embrace the light // behold the boom

I dream.

I dream.. For sunny days. crashing waves upon a sandy shore.

 Of laughs and love. Dreams, Smiles, and hugs. 

I wish.. For longer days and shorter nights. So the people that

are left there crying will see light.

I want.. World wide peace. But I believe that starts with me..

 Making a change in my life.

I dream.. That we are all a puzzle piece. with out one the puzzle is not complete.

I wish.. Of daises swaying in the breeze. A sweet little melody.

I want.. A moment of peace and serenity. So that my heart can fully fly free.

I dream.. For lovely years, filled with you right here. By my side.

 Of happiness sent in a little box. A trinket of my heart that's lost to you.

And I just want to let you know. That I have not forgotten. The way you showed

me more of life. More of hope. More of me.

I believe.. that dreams can be full filled, if we try to love, try to learn. That we all have a will to dream. So let your thoughts become your words, and your words become you actions. Let your life be a living example of who you are inside. 

    I know this doesn't make sense.. But its a jumble of words that mean something to me.

             dream on // live your life <3

I see.. July.

I see..

 fireworks.

laughter.

families together.

around a bonfire.

I see..

 swimming and cookouts.

 park trips and luaus.

sprinklers.

ice cream.

friendships and lots of sweets

I see..

 late nights.

followed by big surprise.

camping trips in side your living room.

looking at the stars.

picnics. and sunburns.

trampolines and life turns.

as your half way through summer

I see..

 sweet good byes.

a bunch of board games and sleeping outside

fireflies.

teasing us to catch them with there bright lights.

taking a couple breaths of your lovely life.

I see..

 vacations with families.

 great get togethers.

 taking a chance on the weather.

I see..

 hugs.

 and kisses too.

 as the worlds trying to tell you that you are loved.

 you've got all this time.

 so make it right.

live like its the last day of your life.

I see..

 July.

Happy canada day! :)

You.

Your words. The beauty of a feeling spoken. Trying to change the world. One word at a time.
Your words. The awe of how you make it seem so easy. To show how you care.
Your words. I'm amazed at the way you lift me up. When I am struck down. You carry me. 
You. Help me through the night. When I was lost. and I didn't want to live in another tomorrow.
You. Made me laugh. When I. Was caught up in my darkened past. How you strive to make everybody happy.
Your words. Are a sweet forgotten memory. A chime that rings in a gentle breeze.
     I will always remember you.

The people in your life that make you feel special. The friends that make you smile when you are determined to stay unhappy. The people that make you wish this moment would never end. That help you be You. <3

Memories.

Memories.
A faded moment from the past.
A breathless dream from yesterday.
A folded feeling from the time that's passed.
A pleasant moment that's been tucked away.

A picture floods back words.
 That you wish you can forget.
A scenario passes through your mind.
 It can make you smile through the bad.
 
A piece of happiness in your life.
A ray of sunshine through the strife.
A little trinket from a minute in time.
 Only you can recognize.

Don't start tomorrow. Start today.
Making moments for the future.
A little bit of hope. To hold on to.
To make you laugh to make you cry.
To help your heart realize.
   There is light.

                                   hold on to hope // make some memories

Listen.

when your feelings are trapped inside
 like a bird in a cage
your wanting to talk
 but there is no one to listen
you want to cry
 and laugh
you want to pour out your heart
 but you can not find the right person to tell it to
there are times you need to just let it out
 times you need to keep it in
but the times you want to let it out
 but it seems like nobodies listening

One of my biggest pet peeves is people not listening.
 I realize that not every body has the time or capability.
  But can you not give me a few minutes?

Or when people are so quick to judge what you said.
 Instead of just keeping their mouths closed.
 Not really listening. Just wanting to put down every thing you say.

So quick to get what I want to say over with.
Thinking your helping.

If you really care about my well being.
 My good future.
Just listen.
It means the world to me

I can't wait for you Summer.

It is so strange.
  One month ago it was freezing and now Its feel like were going through a heat wave.
  It might be better if I had a pool....

It is also strange.
  How you wait for so long for school to be out and now there is a little part inside of me.
  That misses school...

It is also super strange.
   When one person says they are bored.
    How can you be bored when there are a couple trillion things to do?

       I guess these things are all part of Summer...
  Hopefully my summer will be packed with swimming.
I am always striving for things to be perfect. Especially summers.
 I am going to try not to make the summer perfect.
But live in each day and make it perfect.
 There's a saying that goes.

Don't try and wait for the perfect moment.
 Take the moment and make it perfect.

I love that.
 I can't wait to spend time with my family.
Even if we live over 3,000 miles apart.
 I can't wait for thunderstorms at night.
And the birds chirping in the morning.
 I can't wait to spend nights around a camp fire.
While trying to stuff my mouth with smores and catch lighting bugs.

     I can't wait for you summer.

 Thank you for reading.
Ps. I would like to congratulate my aunt. I can't wait for a new baby cousin! :)

Everyone. Hope.

Sometimes I wonder what God put me on this earth for.
 Do I have a purpose?
Am I important?
    Do I matter?

//Everyone matters//

    Think of a puzzle.
There could be THOUSANDS of pieces.
  But if one piece goes missing.
The puzzle is incomplete.

That same principle applies to people.
  We may think we are not important.
 But we all have a purpose!
  A reason to live.

 There is beauty in every day.
A little spark of hope.
    Even if its a small flower.
  Or a quick smile.

If every one focused on the good.
  How much bad would there really be?

If we believed in ourselves.
       Would we put our selves down?

If we put light in our lives.
  Would it reflect to other people?

   Just a little thought and inspiration. :)