Hope for the new year { this is late }

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She looked out her window and let out the sigh she had been holding. They were gone, and she was left behind. Left to grab at every thread that came her way, left to be alone. That wasn't the way it was planned, it just ended up that way. They couldn't help it, and neither could she. Though throughout the mist that seemed to cloud her eyes, she could see a glimpse of something. Something that didn't come around often, something that left her wanting more, something that was hope. Hope for a better tomorrow, hope for a bright future, but mostly hope that she could change her destiny. She saw hope and that, she decided, is what she was going to hold onto.

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The holidays have come and gone. 'Ba-bam' Just there and left again. I had a wonderful time with my family and my best friend. *cough cough* "Happy late birthday." My New Year resolutions are floating around in my mind, the number one being to write all of them down... O_o  So here I give you my short refined list of notes to yours truly.

+ Blog more often. Meaning more than once a month. <<< Yes.

+ Redesign my thinking patterns. In which I will try not to blurt out my thoughts, that I in turn regret.

+ Try to do something called 'Physical exercise'. *shudders* Its not yet in my vocabulary.

+ Keep moving forward, or just keep swimming. { Ahh... Disney movie references. }

+ Organize myself, my closet, even my room. Basically keep mah stuff tidy.

+ Dream. Plan. And act. I want to dream an idea, plan it out, and then work to make that dream a reality.

+ Become an overall better person.  

There you have it. I will try but probably fail at keeping these promises to myself, as I pray this year goes by okay. :} I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and New Year! Now I bid you good-bye, until another time.

xxx. Kayla

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I listened to the sound of the waves crashing upon the shore, beating perfectly on the rocks and piles of drift wood covering the beach.
The fire glow danced against the grey sky, casting shadows with every move I made.
I hummed a soft tune, as I closed my eyes and smiled. Springing up from my seat in the sand, I just stood there, letting myself take it all in. This was the perfect moment.
This was the minute I could be me. I slowly breathed in and forced it out. Every time I failed, or messed up.
All those moments that I gave up, the days that I barley made it through, I let it go.
Me, myself, and I was going to enjoy the time I had right now. I refused to hold on to the past. Because I, was determined to make my future.

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Hello :) People of the world. I have been posting a lot lately.. ( note my sarcasm? ) Ya, sorry about that. I guess I took an unexpected break.. I am back now though! Hopefully. 

*gives Kaitlyn a hug* "Thanks for reminding me to post!"

Xxx. Kayla

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Try and see the best

I often find myself surrounded by my own little world, building up ideas to shield me from the truth, getting my self ready for whats to come. Sometimes I could talk to myself for hours; rehearsing line after line, to prepare the words I say. I try to save myself from disappointment and failure. But after I have shed my tears, spent nights awake, and vented out my heart; I finally come to the realization that life happens. No matter what I do to protect myself, people will still push me down. I can't control what happens, and that's how it is.

My friend kinda told me that. She said that we will always disappoint people, and that's life. When she said that I just replied, well life sucks. Which is true, because we will always disappoint people. 

Something that I hate doing. If I feel like I hurt someone, let them down, or disappointed them. I will lie awake in bed, not letting sleep over take me. I go over that moment in my head, until I have perfected it.

Unfortunately, I will probably always disappoint people. The important thing is for me to let it go, for me not to spend hours correcting my mistake. Life is life. You can't always be ready for it, you can't fix the past, you can't control it. Things will happen whether you like it or not. You just have to find the strength to make it through. You don't have to be happy and joyful, but you should try and see the beautiful things in life.

Because through the clouds, through the rain, there is a rainbow.

“Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.” 

― Allen Saunders

“Life is simple. Everything happens for you, not to you. Everything happens at exactly the right moment, neither too soon nor too late. You don't have to like it... it's just easier if you do.” 

 ― Byron Katie

Stay beautifully seeing the best in life.

xoxo,

Kayla

Super hero

I don't have a power or any super plan.

I can't fight off villains in hopes to hold your hand.

But I would try, to keep your head held high.

To help you understand.

That what ever comes this way, I'll be there by your side.

I don't own a light saber, or a super cool machine.

I don't have a Darth Vader to say "You don't know what I've seen."

But I would cross a bunch of galaxies, with you, in my dreams

Just to see you smile, 'cause for you I would do anything.

And I want you to know.

That I would fight off bad guys, if it came to that.

I would spread my wings and fly, to the moon and back, if I could.

Just to let you know.
 That for you I'd be a super hero.

//You may be no one special, but to someone your their superhero.//

 I know this poem song thingy is cheesy.. And the picture has nothing to do with the post, but these words kinda mean something to me. Like my love for super hero's and star wars.. *Cough cough*  And the fact that, even though I am no one special, maybe I could be a hero. :) Because there is always someone who needs a 'hero' to help them, so why don't you be that person and become a 'hero' to somebody. :)

Stay beautifully being somebodies super hero.

xoxo,

Kayla

this is to october

This is to October, were leaving September behind.

To a hope that this month will be better than the last.

And a longing in our hearts for the days that will pass.

This is to the cooler months, for the wind the rain and shine.

A love for the Autumn leaves.

And the cool gentle fall breeze.

This is for the laughs we will have.

The tears that will come our way.

The times that we feel like we are on top of the world.

And we couldn't have a better day.

This is for memory's and fires aglow.

For the wishing and longing for the white kiss of snow.

This is for knowing that we have a month.

To continue to laugh and continue to love.

To say that I love the Autumn, is an understatement. Because the fall is my favorite season, apart from winter that is. 

You can pull on your sweaters and boots, and just walk outside with the cool fall air. That to me, is basically perfect.

Am I the only one that will go out of my way to crunch leaves that haven't been stepped on. Yup, I do that a lot. I am just walking down the road and I see a perfect orange leaf. Next thing you know I am 'randomly' going to the side and taking special care to crunch that leaf. I have no self control in that situation.

Stay waiting for leaves to fall.

xoxo,

Kayla