i b r e a t h e

i don't even like tea, but i have not downloaded my photos yet, and i like taking photos of tea
I'm back

You may or may not have noticed that I have been gone. Yeah, I have basically neglected this blog for a whole year. I posted a little bit here and there, but nothing serious.
I have so been wanting to post, but every time I go to write a post, I never actually post it. I was always worried about whether it was good enough or not.
I realized though that I have to enjoy blogging. I have to blog for myself, at the same time I am blogging for you. It has to be a outlet for me, not something I feel pressured to do. I want to blog for you guys, because I enjoy blogging.
I have really wanted to come back, I just have problems with writing posts after being gone for so long. #sorrynotsorry
Anyways, I made a little survey, that I would love if you filled it out.
It would give ideas of what content you guys like best, so that I have a good idea of what to post.
{ Its at the bottom of this post. }
blog change

My blog is a little bit different than before.
I changed the name from Laugh an' Love to i breathe.
Now the name might not be super special or super significant, but it means something to me.
I often worry myself into a never ending roller coaster. My whole entire mind and body goes on overdrive, even if I know there is nothing to worry about. I am working to overcome my anxiety, and the first step is to make sure I breathe.
Sometimes you just have to take it one breath at a time, when you are sinking you have to breath, even if you take in water. Because its either you pushing through the waves, or you drowning in the sea of your own thoughts and anxiety.
I named this blog i breathe, because its a reminder to me. A reminder that I do breathe, and that I need to keep on breathing.
Also, I got it redesigned by the lovely Rose. She did an amazing job!


On a totally different note.
I have recently started watching anime. Anime films, anime shows, I even read a manga. { Which was so much better than the anime. }
My absolute favorite so far is Miyazaki films. Oh my word that man is a genius. I cried in Castle in  the Sky, which isn't surprising, because I cry in everything. It was just so good. My favorite out of every anime movie I have seen, would have to be Howls Moving Castle. I honestly do not understand how my life was okay with out it. I love the artwork, and the characters are amazing. Especially howl. You should definitely watch it, if you have not already seen it. I am slightly obsessed with it, as I have already seen it about five times.
I guess I will fade off into the shadows now. I just wanted to tell you guys that I am back. For good. No hopefullys or maybes, I am back for sure.
I will have a posting schedule for the next post, I might not follow it exactly but it would give me some organization. Seen as how I am so organized, haha not.

Fill out my survey?
I have got reverse Psychology down.
kayla elizabeth


  1. I Breathe, I like it. :) I am looking forward to more posts! :)
    I LOVE Castle in the Sky! It's amazing!

    ~Lydia~ <3

    1. Thank you. (:
      Yes, that movie is pretty awesome.

  2. I am so glad your back! Miyazaki films are truly amazing. Your survey was fun to fill out!

  3. I love your new name! And don't worry about what you post, I think that everything would be amazing ♥
    Have a great weekend!
    Amy xx

    Perfect Imperfections

    1. D'aww. Thank youu. That means a lot. ♥
      You too.

  4. I am glad you are back and I love your new name. Also... spectacular job with the reverse physchology. My lil bro used to create programming projects on an online community for young boys. He once titled a project "Do not click" because it was an unfinished draft. Guess which project got the most views of all his works ever?

    1. Haha! Thank you. I tried to perfect the art of reverse physchology. Hahahaha not. Your brother is a genius! I will have to do that sometime.


    I also tagged you on my blog, if you want you can do it :)

    1. Well thank youu! (:
      I normally don't do tags, but maybe in the future I might do this.

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    love you breastie

    1. Awwww. No. I loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you and your freaking perfect face. ♥


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