7.3.16

you are my high and low

I kind of force my friend to model for me because she is absolutely beautiful.

Everyone has highs and lows,
but not everyone has self control.
The ability to hold yourself together
isn't something that's always remembered.
Because you can forget who you are,
and start to fall back into the dark.
Not able to push past the barrier.
Failing to see that things will get better.
Its something simple,
yet you're stuck trying to figure it out.
Good luck, because I'm still confused and surrounded by doubt.

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My mood tends to differ from the people around me. It's like this unfortunate thing that I am unhappy when people are happy, and happy when people are unhappy. I think it might be this inner jealousy inside me that is always measuring my happiness against others. Or maybe it's just that time of month.
Who knows.
All I know is that currently I have been over thinking and stressing the small insignificant things, and it is probably the most annoying thing I could put myself through.

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DUDE YOU SHOULD FOLLOW MY SISTERS BLOG. IT'S ALL ABOUT ANIME AND KOREAN STUFF LIKE DRAMAS AND BOY BANDS. EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE THAT SHIZZAZZLE SHE IS KINDA COOL SOMETIMES SO YOU SHOULD STILL FOLLOW HER.
When you visit her blog, take a minute to appreciate the url, courtesy of muah.

I love you guys! Thank you so much for following me and for commenting. You have no idea how much it means to me!



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15 comments:

  1. Love these photos!! The colors of the leaves and her dress are so beautiful!!!

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  2. Kayla. Please come do my pictures, okay? Also my senior, wedding, and family pictures. okay.

    "or maybe it's just that time of month." >>>>wow so relatable.

    Also your writing skills > my writing skills

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    1. I will do all of your pictures because that would mean I get to meet you, which also means my life goal is complete.
      #monthlygirlproblems
      Your face > my face
      Your blog > my blog
      Your everything > my everything
      Don't even get me started.

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  3. yOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL HOW??? Your hair my heart. *dies* and your photography, too. Just everything. Just yes.

    Ellie | On the Other Side of Reality

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    1. tHAT IS ACTUALLY MY FRIEND BUT MAN I WISH I WAS AS BEAUTIFUL AS HER. Dude, I live for your comments. Thanks man, thanks. ❤

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  4. Love the photos! Really pretty :) And your sister's blog URL is hilarious. hahaha

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    1. Ahaha yeahh. I thought it was a pretty good example of our relationship. xD
      Thank you!

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  5. Your photography is absolutely stunning! <3 And that URL though... ;)

    xx Mackenzie

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    1. The only thing stunning here is you, but thank you so much! ❤
      Hahaha! I know right... :}

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  6. That paragraph after the poem is so so accurate. I'm always thinking up elaborate reasons as to why I feel the way I do when I do, and then my final option is; maybe I'm suffering from PMS? But yeah, the people around you really do affect your mood, no matter how independent you are or how much you try to keep your emotions separate from the people, in the end we are our environment.

    -M
    The Life of Little Me

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  7. those pictures are just....wow. just so perfect. is that you? because you are STUNNING! that dress looks great on you!

    and as for moods, Im the same way when it comes to how I act. I hate it. but other peoples moods rub off on me SO much. at least Im not alone in that.

    thanks for following me! have a beautiful day!

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  8. Wow, those writing and pictures are stunning. And, I do relate to what you said about moods differing from others. Like M said, the people around yo really do affect your mood.
    -Jollygirl @ Reflections of a Jolly Girl

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  9. beautiful <3 <3 <3

    Also, I tagged you for the text tag!

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  10. These photos are amazing!! <3 Keep up the good work.

    Sophia xx
    A Lantern In Her Hand
    The Inkpot Girl

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It'd be pretty great if you commented, just sayin.