You try to justify everything you've been through
You act like you don't care when the fears still coursing through you
It's not a big deal
It's not too real
until you say it out loud
You say that you are weak, to hide how it affects you
But really its a cause behind everything that you do
You still can't sleep
You're still haunted by dreams
Your heart has been broken
in more ways than one
Words have been spoken
they can't be undone
But don't worry
Its all in your mind
At least that's what you tell yourself
when you cry through the night