Its the 4th.

the smiles

the laughs

the lights

the noise

the beauty

the freedom 

I look around trying to find a good place to sit before the fireworks start.

As I sit on the grass I start clutching my ears anxiously waiting for the first fire work.

"Psst. Why are you plugging your ears?"

    "Ugh. Do I have to go over this every time?"

"I guess so.."

"Okay, ever since I was little I have hatted loud noises. Especially fireworks."

"Oh, so you don't like fire works?"

"Did I say that? No. I love fire works! I hate the noise."

"Ah.. That makes sense."

I start to sigh.

'Boom'

I plug my ears harder. Its so beautiful.

A celebration of our freedom.

And array of lights for our country.

'Bam'

I try and see if its not that loud.

Unplugging my ears..

 'BOOM'

Okay that didn't work, I say to myself.

I sit in awe of the splendor that surrounds the sky.

After the fire works I race over and eat some cake.

I look around.

Little kids running with dangerous sparklers.

But yet its gorgeous.

I grab a sparkler and sit on the steps.

The sun has set.

The fire works are going on.

The cake is calling me.

Everything is so simple yet so complex.

Families laughing together.

Its the 4th.

embrace the light // behold the boom

I see.. July.

I see..

 fireworks.

laughter.

families together.

around a bonfire.

I see..

 swimming and cookouts.

 park trips and luaus.

sprinklers.

ice cream.

friendships and lots of sweets

I see..

 late nights.

followed by big surprise.

camping trips in side your living room.

looking at the stars.

picnics. and sunburns.

trampolines and life turns.

as your half way through summer

I see..

 sweet good byes.

a bunch of board games and sleeping outside

fireflies.

teasing us to catch them with there bright lights.

taking a couple breaths of your lovely life.

I see..

 vacations with families.

 great get togethers.

 taking a chance on the weather.

I see..

 hugs.

 and kisses too.

 as the worlds trying to tell you that you are loved.

 you've got all this time.

 so make it right.

live like its the last day of your life.

I see..

 July.

Happy canada day! :)

You.

Your words. The beauty of a feeling spoken. Trying to change the world. One word at a time.
Your words. The awe of how you make it seem so easy. To show how you care.
Your words. I'm amazed at the way you lift me up. When I am struck down. You carry me. 
You. Help me through the night. When I was lost. and I didn't want to live in another tomorrow.
You. Made me laugh. When I. Was caught up in my darkened past. How you strive to make everybody happy.
Your words. Are a sweet forgotten memory. A chime that rings in a gentle breeze.
     I will always remember you.

The people in your life that make you feel special. The friends that make you smile when you are determined to stay unhappy. The people that make you wish this moment would never end. That help you be You. <3

Memories.

Memories.
A faded moment from the past.
A breathless dream from yesterday.
A folded feeling from the time that's passed.
A pleasant moment that's been tucked away.

A picture floods back words.
 That you wish you can forget.
A scenario passes through your mind.
 It can make you smile through the bad.
 
A piece of happiness in your life.
A ray of sunshine through the strife.
A little trinket from a minute in time.
 Only you can recognize.

Don't start tomorrow. Start today.
Making moments for the future.
A little bit of hope. To hold on to.
To make you laugh to make you cry.
To help your heart realize.
   There is light.

                                   hold on to hope // make some memories

Chasing.

Running.
Flying.
Soaring.
 Through the meadows.
The breeze whistling through the tall lush grass.
Never stopping.
 Just going.
Breathing in the fresh sweet air.
 Never looking back.
Just looking towards tomorrow.
Feeling free.
Fresh.
Alive.
Always watching closely.
 To the dawn of a new day.
Longing.
Waiting.
Dreaming.
Chasing.

chasing tomorrow || chasing your dreams

Listen.

when your feelings are trapped inside
 like a bird in a cage
your wanting to talk
 but there is no one to listen
you want to cry
 and laugh
you want to pour out your heart
 but you can not find the right person to tell it to
there are times you need to just let it out
 times you need to keep it in
but the times you want to let it out
 but it seems like nobodies listening

One of my biggest pet peeves is people not listening.
 I realize that not every body has the time or capability.
  But can you not give me a few minutes?

Or when people are so quick to judge what you said.
 Instead of just keeping their mouths closed.
 Not really listening. Just wanting to put down every thing you say.

So quick to get what I want to say over with.
Thinking your helping.

If you really care about my well being.
 My good future.
Just listen.
It means the world to me

I can't wait for you Summer.

It is so strange.
  One month ago it was freezing and now Its feel like were going through a heat wave.
  It might be better if I had a pool....

It is also strange.
  How you wait for so long for school to be out and now there is a little part inside of me.
  That misses school...

It is also super strange.
   When one person says they are bored.
    How can you be bored when there are a couple trillion things to do?

       I guess these things are all part of Summer...
  Hopefully my summer will be packed with swimming.
I am always striving for things to be perfect. Especially summers.
 I am going to try not to make the summer perfect.
But live in each day and make it perfect.
 There's a saying that goes.

Don't try and wait for the perfect moment.
 Take the moment and make it perfect.

I love that.
 I can't wait to spend time with my family.
Even if we live over 3,000 miles apart.
 I can't wait for thunderstorms at night.
And the birds chirping in the morning.
 I can't wait to spend nights around a camp fire.
While trying to stuff my mouth with smores and catch lighting bugs.

     I can't wait for you summer.

 Thank you for reading.
Ps. I would like to congratulate my aunt. I can't wait for a new baby cousin! :)

Like a fairy tail. Walk through the woods.

Picnic in the moonlight.
 Love is in the air.
  Everything is perfect.
Like a fairy tail.

Sunset on the water.
 Wind blows through the sail.
   Water splashing by the shore.
Like a fairy tail.

Flowers in the meadows.
 Vines upon the rails.
   The day goes by with out a flaw.
Like a fairy tale.

When I was little.
  I always wanted my life to be like a fairy tail. or a book.
    Perfect.
Life can never be perfect.
 In fact life is pretty awesome being imperfect.

Not exactly..

     If you choose to remember the good times in your life.

   Rather than the bad.

 You can look back and say that you had an amazing life.

    No matter what happened.

 It all depends on the way you see a 'perfect' life.

 I took some pictures.

     Pretty cool. Am I right?

 I call it. Walk through the woods.

  My inspiration came from. Well..

I was walking through the woods.
It was an absolutely beautiful day!

Love the last one! :)

What do you think? 

Sunshine. School. Things I want to do in the summer. Part 2.

I can see sunshine! Its not grey and dark!

   Yes. The weather here is beautiful!

 Yesterday it was sorrowful. Today is full of magic.

  Our weather is constantly changing! 

One minute it's raining, the next minute it's sunny.

    It kinda reminds me of life..

  Always changing.

Never constant.

   Never know what's gonna to happen next.

     Okay. So maybe there are weather men.

  But obviously their not doing a good job!

         Unfortunately I can't enjoy the weather.

    I am stuck inside with school. Yay.

I really want to get done by the 25th.. But that might not happen.

 * Kayla.. Believe in yourself! *

      Ya. ya. I am working on that.

When I was in 6th grade. I wrote a song about home work.

 Here are some of the lyrics

         Home work is a treacherous cave.

When you get inside you can't escape.

  Ohhh... HOME WORK!! Is a treacherous CAVE!!!

       Soo.. That is a very inspiring song.. Haha! :)

10 Things I want to do in the Summer! Part 2.

1. Ride a horse.  With out some one holding onto a rope, while I ride in circles.. Yay. Great fun. 
2. Go to the library more.
3. Go to Carowins.
4. Go to Gantlinburg
5. Exercise. So I don't look like a drowning whale, when I am swimming. ( Okay. I am not that big. At All! But I do need to get in shape more! :P )
6. Have a sleepover! 
7. Get 50 followers?
8. Practice Softball! So I get better!
9. Practice Piano. A LOT!
10. Pass The Royal Conservatory tests for piano!!!

             That adds another 10 things to my list!

      I hope your day is full of sun shine!

Home work isn't that bad! I was exaggerating. ( Duh. I exaggerate a LOT! )

   Its defiantly not my favorite thing though.. :)

                       

Rant.. Story.. 10 things I want to do this Summer! Part 1.

So.. Its Raining outside.. Another day stuck indoors..
      I really want some new books from the library..
 But my mom doesn't like going in there much.
   Because every time we go in there she has to pay 15 bucks..

        Funny story. [ Okay.. Not so funny. ]

 I had borrowed a bunch of books for my science project..
  Well about a week and a half of using them for my science fair..
       We went to Canada and forgot to return them before we left..
Needless to say... 3 weeks after we got back, I found the 7 books while I was organizing my school area...                          My mom was slightly angry..
     So now we owe around 65 dollars..
 No biggie.. Haha..
         
              Its almost payed off though! So hopefully by the time I am on Summer Vacation.
   I can live my life and go to the library, while not feeling like a convicted criminal!
         
        I should probably think happy thoughts.. Even though the dreariness outside is pulling me in.

                                    10 Things I want to do this Summer! :)
         { I will keep posting 10 things I want to do this summer, until I have 50! ;) }

1. Read 50 books! ( That should be easy.. I am a fast reader.. )
2. Make a good movie
3. Write a song
4. Record the song I write
5. TOTALLY clean my room
6. Blog at least 3 times a week
7. Write a story
8. Go on a mini shopping spree
9. Learn how to do more hairstyles with my hair
10. Buy twister

                   Stay tuned for more..
             
                                  
                                                   I made that.. Haha! :)

                       CIAO! Thanks For Tuning In! ( Reading in.. )

May.

A time when spring really starts.
April showers bring May flowers.
A chance to start anew.
The end of a school year.
Photo shoot time.
Allergies.
Beauty.
Simpleness.
Ants.
Flies.
Spiders.
Basically all types of scary annoying bugs.
Spring cleaning. Ya right.
Cute fashions.
A time to listen to music.
Sun shine.
Drama.
Another month.
Another time to screw up.
A month to make things right.
A decision that I will not be the same person I once was.
A time to fix mistakes.
A time to relax. Because all of your school testing is over.
A time when its not to hot, but not to cold.
A time to ride bikes.
A time to enjoy with your family.

      May is a Beautiful month! But just like other months. May is what we make it to be.
             What does May mean to you?